One of the worst feelings in the world is the feeling of being in love, and knowing the person you’re in love with, may never feel the same way. A feeling that accompanies that, is the feeling of the one you love slowly slipping from your grasp. A grasp you never had.
Ah. On point with my ex situation.
Roses are red Your underwear is lace Take it off Then sit on my face
Hahahaha. Love this shit. Now I just need a man. HA!
The lengths I go to to listen to people’s/couples arguments are let’s say epic.
12.23 am: ear pressed against the wall trying to listen to my housemates argument with her boyfriend.
12.24am: can’t hear clearly…next move, press my ear to the gaping hole between my door and the floor to get a clearer listen to the things they are trying to say.
12.27am: work out a way to open my door without making noise so I can get optimum exposure to their voices
12.47.5am: success! Open door ajar and get clear conversation coming through
12.50am: housemate walks outside sobbing to get some air and a ciggarette
12.53am: boyfriend walks out after her to console her
Me: FUCKKKK!! Why’d you have to go outside! Come back!!
Ok so you’re probably wanting to know what the couple may have been arguing about. I have listed snap shots below of what stood out in three different avenues taken(by me) to get a glimpse into the secret world
- you’re not listening to me
- this is how I feel
- I’m saying something to you over and over again but you’re twisting my words
- I wish I never said it
- I love you, I do
- I’m going to write in my diary exactly what you do
- I never said it was all in your head
- you’re twisting my words again
- that hurt my feelings
- you treat me so awful
*sob sob* walks out*
Silence for twenty minutes and hear the odd cough.
Me: silently waiting for the conversation to start up again.